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A day in the life a a serial suicide victim written @ 9:01 a.m. on December 03, 2003 Today is day to of my fabulous new life. *grins* I'm at work. On break. Eating baby carrots and sipping diet Pepsi. Ah, the starvation. It's a wonder the restraint it takes a person to literally rewire their eating habits. My mind is very clear though, and my focus is true. I may not have any friends ( besides Scotty and my mom), and I may not have much of a social life... but I am building self esteem . This is giving me worth and value. The wedding is 3 months and 17 days away. I don't even have a dress yet. *sigh* All things happen in good time.... I'm going to have some killer sex tonight.
"As fire lights the wood it consumes, so the soul illuminates the body with consciousness."
- Srimad Bhagavatam
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