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Jobs and Ass Play (of the combination of both!) written @ 5:13 p.m. on October 16, 2003 I don't really feel like journaling right now, but I sort of feel obligated to do so. I've sent out so many applications to get a job that my head is spinning. Most of them are really good jobs though, with benefits and great pay. Who's gunna hire a loser like me though, right? Neona bought me a bumper sticker (nice gesture.) It say's, "It's all about me." I never noticed before that I was THAT full of myself. I told Neona that I hadn't realized this. She laughed. Apparently I am pretty self centered. For having such fucked up self esteem, it sure wasn't apparent to me. Like I always say... you think you know, but you don't know. Scott and I are officially getting married on April 10th. *Squeeks In Delight* Yay. We got Bridal Registry on Amazon.com and JCPenney.com. It's for my relaltives that live down south who don't wanna fly up here for the wedding, but who will be full of guilt for missing it. Hee hee. I'm pretty evil. Scott has to go and do a carpet job tonight when he's off of work @ Avis. (at 10:00pm) He wants me to go and do the carpet job with him... I was suprised, but pleased he asked me. We've been talking about fucking at one of his carpet jobs (they are basically just laying down carpet in an empty house), but this one is in a trailer park that has no windows... hee hee. We have been having quite a bit off ass play lately. Good sex last night! But lots of ass play. It doesn't bother me, as he is an Ass kinda guy... actually, I kinda like some of it... hee hee.
"As fire lights the wood it consumes, so the soul illuminates the body with consciousness."
- Srimad Bhagavatam
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