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Yay! Dharma got some toys!!! written @ 9:45 p.m. on October 10, 2003 Today was fairly eventful. I woke up to this hot and gorgeous man standing over my bed...(hee hee... Scott wearing black carhartts and a white t-shirt! DAMN!) Then I got a kiss goodbye as he went to go hiking before work. I went to the bank, then to cellular-one, checked my p.o. box... Then I went downtown and ate lunch with the mommy. After a lovely lunch with Mum, I went to Wee Fishie and got Dharma a few chewy bones. Then I called Kaity and we met at Fred Meyer to get Dharma a few new toys (she was getting bored with the ones that she had.) The we went back to my place and went over some of the plans for the wedding. We played with Dharma some, and watched her take a nap (how eventful.) We also cut her toenails, and tried to paint them. The painting was not so sucessful. Then Kaitlin went to UAS to develope some photos, and Dharma and I went to the mall so that I could eat dinner with the mommy and say hi to the little sister. I went to JoAnn's with the mummy also, and got the pattern for my wedding dress (oh-so-pretty). I'm thinking about having the bridesmaid dresses with the same pattern, just a different color. The color of the Bridesmaid dresses are going to be sage green. We picked yellow as the accent color, so there will be yellow roses and stuff. It will be really pretty. My mom likes the colors too. Scott and I are thinking about moving the wedding to a little bit of a closer date, but we aren't sure yet. We are going to be meeting my parents for dinner in a few days (or maybe a week) so that Scott and my Dad can meet. Oooooh Yay, how exciting. After dinner with the mother, I went home and filled out an application for JoAnn's. It can't hurt to get 2 jobs, can it??? Then Kaity came over again, and we went downtown. I feel like commenting on some things that are happening in our little circle, but I am starting to see that when I speak my mind, or just my heart... I do nothing but piss people off. I'm just really going to start distancing myself from the group a little. I feel pretty outcasted anyway. Nobody has made any sort of effort to hang out with me lately besides Kaitlin today. I know that Brent wants nothing to do with me, and that is okay. It is his own choice, and although I have no hard feelings toward him, It is his own choice. I wish that he didn't think so lowly of me though, being that he doesn't know me very well, my personality, or the real me. I tried to explain to him that he doesn't know the real me or my realy personality... he said that what I do is a flaw, a bad thing. I protect myself from getting hurt by not letting people know what I really am. Kaity said that she does it too. On a happier note, being that I wouldn't like to aggitate anyone (I might be locking my diary soon, so leave me a note if you'd like it.) My ring is so pretty. Tiny, but pretty. It's white gold with a princess cut diamond. My mom might give me one of her rings from her set, and let me put it with my ring. It would require getting it reset, but that's all good. Well time to go now, Kaitlin wants to use her computer (I'm sure) so that she can update. Then I am going home to clean up the bedroom, and watch Peter Pan with Dharma and Scott.
"As fire lights the wood it consumes, so the soul illuminates the body with consciousness."
- Srimad Bhagavatam
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