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I am a wise old chinese man... feel the aura baby. written @ 11:18 a.m. on September 21, 2003 Why is it that when we think we have life figured out, it goes and changes on us? Neona's birthday party was last night. I suppose that considering the circumstances it went pretty well. Thomas is back. This makes for good. I was very pleased that he kissed Neona. I hope that this might lead to something more. I've been trying to get them to go out for years. Uuugh. I am so sick right now. I've got a bad fever and throat issues AGAIN. It gets old getting sick so much. I think that my body is putting all of it's energy into thought and stuff, that I have little energy left to help me from getting sick. I had a good time last night after the party was over. Neona has some cute little friends, and her brother isn't all that bad to hang out with. I wanna hide in a box and never come out. At least not for a long time. Let everyone forget who I am, and then reappear as somebody new. Scott turns 34 today. I wish that I was wise, and new all of the answers to my own questions. I wish that I could solve all of my problems, and keep everyone happy in the process. I am feeling pretty worthless today. Not to mention delirious. Guh.
"As fire lights the wood it consumes, so the soul illuminates the body with consciousness."
- Srimad Bhagavatam
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