You had the best

But you gave her up

'Cause dependency might interrupt

Idealistic will so hard to please

Put your indecisive mind at ease

You broke the set

Now there's only singles

There's no looking back

This time I mean it

Are you happy now?

How is it now?

Are you happy now?

Are you happy?

The uncertainty you had of me

Brought cloudy shady company

The tenderness habitual

A seldom-fading ritual

You killed the pair

Now only one is breathing

There's no looking back

This time I mean it

No more leaning on your shoulder

I won't be there, no more bother

If you feel you just might want me

That's too bad, I'm not the easy

The contemplator all those years

Now you must adhere

To your new career of liberation

You've been cast all by yourself

You're free at last You broke the set

Now there's only singles

There's no looking back

This time I mean it

You're by yourself

All by yourself

You have no one else

You're by yourself

Wiggin out? I very much disagree. Yes. I do like Brent. You did know this. But at the time when I first started this "thing" with Brent, you told me you DID NOT like him like that, and that if I ever touched him, you never would. Ha. Funny. Never did I say I didn't like him. You always told me that you never had a chance with him anyway. You know the truth better than anyone. You talk about accepting this situation like a "mature adult." OH! I'm sure... just like you did with all of your constant giggling, and rollercoaster attitude. This is something you told me that you'd never do. This is something that you told me made you feel dirty just thinking about it. Now your rolling in dirt. How does it feel? I have tried to never let a guy ruin a friendship before, or let a guy get in the way of a friendship. This time it really wasn't the guy. I don't even care who thinks what, or who they're doing it do. I really like him, Neona. He's a great guy (which I'm sure you're aware of) and despite my utter ramblings which might appear to make me out to be a whore... I now never do anything with a guy unless I have feelings for him. I feel so betrayed. You have never made me cry before, and I am not one to cry. I'm putting up my tough girl attitude, and hoping that you'll see the light. When the light is shining in your path again, then talk to me. It's really nice how much you valued our friendship. Really. "I don't think Laura is ever going to talk to me again. Well...fuck!" That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. SHOOT ME NOW. I thought there were limits. I thought people had taste. I hate the highschoolitude of this situation. Whatever Neona. Fuck him for all I care. JUST DO IT GODDAMMIT! Won't matter to me. not like it would matter if it did. You dissed me when you were with Wes... Now another is getting in the way. Fuck if I care. Fuck if I care about anything anymore. Fuck it all.

Drive

Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear

And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague

Haunting mass appeal

Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive

Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh

It's driven me before, it seems to be the way

That everyone else get around

Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there

Would you choose water over wine

Hold the wheel and drive

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there

Maybe.

obsticles - enlightenment

*Nona* *Kaity Bug* *La Nynia* *Brently* *Tai*