What the fuck is next?
written @ 6:21 p.m. on June 24, 2003

Today was a day, much as every other day is. Lately it has all been a blur. Is this what life is like after high school? I refuse to let everyday that goes by empty and meaningless. I miss my friends. Were they really my friends though? I mean, life changes when school ends. Work starts. Life begins. Life gets in the way of life itself. I've been a grown-up for so long, that it seems to just click with me. Not going to school that is. I still have the same responsibility of being somewhere at 8:00 in the morning. I just get paid for it. I really do miss my friends though. I see Nena alot, as I couldn't live without her even if I tried... but I don't see anybody else nearly enough. But, that is life. I've lived, learned, and loved... what the fuck is next???



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