I am over at Nena's. I just got my 4th lobe holes, and my rook peirced. This makes it a grand total of 15 holes in my body. A quick recount for all of you that may be a little behind...

Laura has...

#1+2:1st lobe holes(I have the same on both sides) Stretched to a 14 gauge. This makes for 2 peircings.

#3+4:2nd lobe holes. These were stretched to a 14 gauge, but I have 16's in them now... I have these on both the right and left sides.

#5+6: 3rd lobe holes. Both Sides. Only stretched to an 18 gauge...

#7+8: 4th lobe holes. Both Sides. Stretched to a 16 gauge. These have horse-shoe (circular barbells) through them right now. It kicks ass.

#9: Left Ear Tragus. Very Sexy. Captive ball. 18 gauge.

#10+11: Upper Cartilage. Both Sides. 18 gauge.

#12: High Upper Cartilage. Right Side. 18 Gauge. Very sexy captive ball hoop.

#13: Right Ear Daith. VERY HOT. I have a curved barbell in it right now. It's cute. It hurt.

#14: Left Side Rook. These hurt like a mother fucking bitch. I HAVE BALLS. Erin, my peircer told me that it is the hardest peircing she's ever had to do. Hee hee. That's me. 16 gauge.

#15: My beautiful Tongue Ring. 14 gauge. I could push it to a 12. Maybe not.

So that's it folks. I have two more ear peircings that I want to do, and then I'm done with my ears I think. I'd like to get a vertical bridge pericing. If you don't know what this is, go on-line and look. It kicks ass. I'd look hot.

I don't think Scotty would be to pleased. I do respect the fact that he doesn't really like peircings. To each his own. Plus they are expensive, and if we are going to move I need to save money.

I hope that we do move. I want to do this. Our dream might be crazy, but I know it will make us very happy. I love him. I tried not to, but I do. I've lived an interesting life so far... I've come to the conclusion that I cannot hold my past relationships against him. Ross hurt me. Pretty bad. This is the past. I have let go. He has changed into someone I no longer know. It is kind of sad, but healthy for me. I was with him for two years. I no longer love him.

I love how it was for awile. I love the memories that I have of him, and the person that he used to be.

But most of all, I love Scott. Not in that fantasy movie sort of love, or in that high school "love" sort of way. This isn't, drop your life and worship the god sort of love either. This is a realistic kind of love. We respect each other. We are very compatable. We share similar dreams, likes, and dislikes. He cares about me. He is good to me. I have ALOT of fun when I am with him. He puts things into perspective. Life is short. If you are not doing what you want to be doing with your life... THEN STOP. Do what you want to do. You live once (unless you believe in recarnation)... Do what you want to do. He teaches me so much. About life, about sex, and about being happy. He makes me happy. He has no problem with me having my freedom, and I have no problem with him having his.

Brently. I appreciate your concern. Really. If you want to hang out, call me. You and Kaity and I can hang out or something. Nona too if she's interested. You and Kaity are adorable. I wish the best for both of you, and are happy that you have found a common imterest in one another.

Neona. Call me bitch. I need you just as much as you need me. You know my number, and if you don't call Kaity about it.

Nena. You are my best girl friend. You deserve what makes you happy (which I know subconciously is me!)... Go for what you want and screw everybody else (not literally...unless that is what makes you happy...) I love you baby.

Kaity. god girlie. You are so cute. You make me feel cute too. You are such an angel. I love you.

Taimyhr. Your hair rocks my world. ---Oh yeah! I dyed my hair burgandy again!-- You have such a good aura, and you really seem to care about people's feelings. I admire your inviduality, and the way you say, "nice!"...

Jenny. You probably don't read my diary. I'm sorry if you don't. I read yours almost as much as I meditate. Religiously. It's an oddity how people change. You wouldn't know me anymore. You might hate me. Probably not. Who can hate a buddhist.

This is all for now my virtual friends. I promised you a long entry. I bet this is my longest. Bye.

Laurana

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